November 2019 - Superhero High School, Murder Mysteries, and a Ginger Jedi

I actually DID STUFF this month. I know, I’m surprised too. I watched shows and movies! I read books! I made some art! I went to a lovely and adorable Rainbow Rowell author talk!

Here are some of my November favorites…


MOVIES & TV

Parasite
Parasite (directed by Bong Joon Ho, who also made The Host and Snowpiercer) tells the story of a poor family in Korea insinuating themselves into the lives of a rich family. It’s full of incredible cinematography and visual storytelling, strong acting, unpredictable twists, tension, heartbreaking drama, and way more dark humor than I expected. I really loved it. There is one particular sequence of shots - which follow our protagonists from the house on the hill where the rich people live, down down down through the different levels of the city in the pouring rain - that just took my breath away.

JoJo Rabbit
I adore Taika Waititi so I knew the odds were pretty good that I would enjoy JoJo Rabbit. I expected this World War II satire to be bitingly funny (Waititi plays a young boy’s buffoonish imaginary friend: Adolf Hitler) but I was not prepared for quite how devastating and moving the film would be as well. Like Parasite, Jojo Rabbit skillfully combines satire, humor, and pathos and will definitely stick with me.

Pain and Glory
Seeing a Pedro Almodóvar movie always makes me want to go home and immediately make art; he does incredible things with color and composition, especially his use of red. Pain and Glory is the story of an aging filmmaker, plagued by physical ailments and depression, who is unable to find the will to create new work. The film combines scenes from his current life with a collection of memories and fantasies as he tries to find his way forward. Antonio Banderas (who plays the filmmaker) does a lot of subtle acting to great effect: telling so much with his face, eyes, and the way he holds his body.

Knives Out
After celebrating his birthday surrounded by his comically awful family, a successful mystery writer is murdered (dun dun duuuuuun) and it’s up to detective Benoit Blanc to put all the pieces together and solve this here mystery. This movie is FUN and I thoroughly enjoyed it. A loving celebration of who-dunnit murder mysteries, Knives Out has a great cast, a clever twist to the formula, and a classic “here’s how it all happened” monologue at the end.

My Hero Academia
Ok, I confess, I mostly started watching this after seeing cute fan art on the internet. Turns out, it was a good decision. This series takes place in a world where 80% of the population has some sort of super power (called “quirks”) and being a professional hero is a legitimate career path. MHA follows Izuku Midoriya, a teenage boy who dreams of becoming a hero even though he doesn’t have any quirks. But he’s a hero at heart and after a chance meeting with his idol, All Might, Midoriya finally gains amazing powers of his own. And then he goes to hero high school because of course he does this is an anime.

The Mandelorian
I’m only a few episodes into this new Star Wars series but I’m really liking what I have seen so far. The western flavor and the production/creature design really stand out. Plus, I won’t spoil it here but The Mandelorian contains one of the cutest things I have ever seen (and I’ve seen a lot of cute things). I will definitely keep watching.


GAMES

Jedi: Fallen Order
I should preface this review by letting you know that I am not a “technical” gamer. I’m not good at combat systems that require a lot of finesse, patience, and perfect timing. So I wasn’t super thrilled to discover that Jedi: Fallen Order takes a lot of game-play notes from Dark Souls, a series that is notorious for all those things. I really wanted to experience the story of Fallen Order but re-doing a boss fight a bunch of times to learn patterns and precisely when to strike is super tedious for me. Luckily, the game offers a story-mode which turns the combat difficulty waaaay down. I tried to soldier on with regular difficulty but after a while, and with some bruising to my gamer ego, I decided to switch to story-mode and IT HELPED SO MUCH YOU GUYS. Once I wasn’t non-stop grouchy about dying all the time, I actually enjoyed Jedi: Fallen Order quite a bit.

The game takes place in the years following Order 66, which declared the Jedi enemies of the republic and lead to most of them being killed. You play as Cal Kestis, who was a padawan when this happened and has been in hiding ever since. But, as you might expect, the empire ends up finding him, as does an ex-Jedi who convinces Cal to aid her mission to rebuild the order. I’ve heard some understandable complaints about Cal being a boring protagonist but I have a soft spot for dumb ginger boys so I didn’t mind him all that much. The other characters surrounding him are a lot of fun (especially Cal’s tiny droid companion BD and force-witch Merrin) and the force powers + lightsaber combat was very satisfying (once the difficulty was more to my level). Plus, I think the game handles the Star Wars mythos/lore elements (particularly the immediate aftermath of Order 66) really well - in some places better than in the movies *gasp*.


BOOKS

Gilded Cage (K.J. Charles)
Gilded Cage finishes up K.J. Charles’ Lilywhite Boys series and also includes callbacks to a bunch of characters from her Sins of the Cities books. As a huge fan of her work, I loved hearing what everyone was up to many years later. The story follows Templeton Lane, one half of a notorious pair of jewel thieves, who finds himself very successfully framed for murder. The only person he can turn to for help is Susan Lazarus, a skilled detective and Templeton’s former flame who really hates his guts now. So it’s a friends-to-lovers-to-enemies-to-lovers sort of situation. There is intrigue, redemption, second chances, and bad guys getting their comeuppance. K.J. Charles books always make me happy.

Red, White, and Royal Blue (Casey McQuiston)
Red, White, and Royal Blue might take the prize as the 2019 book I re-read parts of the most. There are so many good angsty confrontations, swoony kisses, and really sweet lovey-dovey bits that I wanted to experience over and over again. Seriously, I am a sucker for angsty, passionate confrontation scenes, especially ones that end in furious kissing. The premise of this book sounds a lot like alternate universe fan fiction (and it kind of felt that way in the beginning): the son of the first female president and his nemesis, the prince of England, are forced to feign a friendship for the press and end up falling in love. R, W, & RB was a little hard for me to get into at first: the writing is a smidge uneven, there is a lot of name dropping about all the famous people and politicians surrounding the main characters that I found exhausting, and the constant references to how attractive everyone is kept making me roll my eyes. But once the story gets going and the relationship takes priority, I was totally on board. In her acknowledgments section, McQuiston summed up her intentions with the book so nicely that I wanted to include the entire quote here:

I came up with the idea for this book on an I-10 off-ramp in early 2016, and I never imagined what it would turn out to be. I mean, at that point I couldn’t imagine what 2016 itself would turn out to be. Yikes. For months after November, I gave up on writing this book, Suddenly what was supposed to be a tongue-in-cheek parallel universe needed to be escapist, trauma-soothing, alternate-but-realistic reality. Not a perfect world—one still believably fucked up, just a little better, a little more optimistic. I wasn’t sure I was up to the task. I hoped I was. What I hoped to do, and what I hope I have done with this book by the time you’ve finished it, my dear reader, is to be a spark of joy and hope you needed.

Clockwork Boys / The Wonder Engine (T. Kingfisher)
This two-book series adds to T. Kingfisher’s delightful collection of entertaining fantasy road-trip adventures (see also Minor Mage and Swordheart). Definitely my favorite new author discovery of the year (new to me, not actually new - she has won, like, a lot of awards). The Clocktuar War books (as this series is called) follow a forger with bad allergies, a disgraced paladin, a very sheltered scholar, and an assassin, who are forced into a suicide mission to investigate the source of some super devastating war machines. Like Kingfisher’s other books, the characters and world building really shine; I particularly loved Caliban, the paladin who is heroic to a fault and always ready to sacrifice himself for the greater good, to the great annoyance of his companions. I was also totally surprised (in a good way) with the occasional darker tone, especially in the finale. If you are interested in this series, you may want buy or borrow both at the same time - I had to start book two right after finishing book one.

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Bryony and Roses (T. Kingfisher)
I wasn’t kidding when I said T. Kingfisher was my favorite author discovery this year. IMMEDIATELY after I finished Clockwork Boys/Wonder Engine I went searching for yet more of the author’s work. Bryony and Roses is Kingfisher’s take on Beauty and The Beast. In this version, the heroine is a gardener whose skills and passion for making things grow ultimately help break the beast’s curse. There are some really creepy moments involving the magical mansion, plus a lovely clockwork bee, and a strong, believable friendship and love between Bryony and her beast.

Cosmoknights (Hannah Templer)
The tagline for this graphic novel is “For this ragtag band of space gays, liberation means beating the patriarchy at its own game” which I think sums things up pretty well. Cosmoknights takes place in a futuristic space society that adheres to some suuuper patriarchal traditions, including giant arena battles where knights fight to win marriage to a princess (either for themselves or their sponsors). The princess has no say in any of this. When the story begins we are introduced to Tara, a princess longing to escape the forced marriage looming in her future, and her best friend Pan, who helps Tara escape off-world to avoid this fate. Five years later, Pan meets a pair of cosmoknights who are not what they seem and begins her own journey with the resistance. This story is so much fun and Templer’s art is gorgeous, in particular her wonderful colors.

Wyborne & Griffin #1-3: Widdershins / Threshold / Stormhaven (Jordan L. Hawk)
When I started Widdershins, I did not realize that it was part of an ELEVEN BOOK SERIES. 😩 I have no idea if I will read them all but so far it’s been fun.

When ex-Pinkerton, now independent detective Griffin Flaherty needs a mysterious book deciphered, he seeks the aid of Percival Endicott Whyborne, a bookish, awkward language scholar and the estranged son of a railroad baron. The two end up entangled in all sorts of dark goings-on, which involve monstrous creatures, evil cults, and daaaaark maaaaaagic. The paranormal aspect of this series is very Lovecraftian, with direct references to things like Miskatonic University and Yog-Sothoth, and more general ideas of cosmic old-ones and unknowable horrors. You don’t see this flavor of horror in paranormal romances quite as often and it definitely helps the series stand out. Plus Griffin, Whyborne, and their archeologist friend Christine are charming characters that you want to spend time with. Book one involves a cult messing with dark powers that they really shouldn’t be messing with (like you do), book two has our trio of heroes investigating a very bad coal mine (where they happen to meet up with Griffin’s dashing ex-boyfriend), and book three involves a sea god and a grim asylum.

I do have a few complaints, starting with how the books tend to rush the endings once the main antagonist is defeated, wrapping up unfinished story-lines with a meager sentence or two (this was particularly egregious in Stormhaven). There are also some narrative and language choices that didn’t sit well with me. Not book-breaking stuff, just bits where I went “well that could have been handled better” or “did the author really need to use that phrasing?” But those critiques aside, I think the quality improves with each book and overall this is a fun series if you are in the mood for Lovecraft-inspired gay historical romance.

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ART

I finally finished the Pokemon drawing challenge I started in October! Plus, this crocodile skink collage that had been sitting in pieces on my desk for months.

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October 2019 - One Smol Mage, Two Alchemical Twins, and Three Wayward British Wizards

I was basically a big ole lump in October. Finding my art legs again (or just motivation in general) has been a real struggle. I did manage to get out of the house to see a production of Phantom of the Opera which was quite fun and brought back all sorts of high-school-theatre-kid memories. Plus, I finally set up my online shop, which I’m hoping will serve as an alternative to selling on Etsy (with their annoying new “offer free shipping OR ELSE” requirement).


MOVIES & TV

One Cut of the Dead
This Japanese indie film was recommended to me by a friend with the caveat that I go in knowing as little information as possible. Which is what I did and I was pleasantly surprised. This story about a bunch of people trying to film a zombie movie starts as one thing and then becomes something completely different. It’s definitely worth checking out.

Schitt’s Creek (Season 5)
Season 5 was added to Netflix. I laughed. I cried. Thumbs up.


BOOKS

Minor Mage (T. Kingfisher)
I have too many books left to read in 2019 to declare this my favorite of the year (looks anxiously at my to-read pile), but it will definitely be close to the top. I loved this book immensely. Minor Mage tells the story of Oliver, a 12-year old boy who has recently taken over as his small village’s resident mage. The problem is that he only knows three spells, none of which are big and impressive like lightning or invisibility. Instead he can do things like magically control his armadillo allergy, which is good since his animal familiar is an armadillo. When the villagers gets together in a mob-like fashion to demand Oliver voyage to the faraway mountains and find a solution to the drought, this very small boy and his equally small familiar are thrust into a quest he is totally not ready for. He has to be brave when he’s scared, creative when he’s outmatched, and hopeful when things gets dire. Despite having already purchased the e-book, I immediately bought a physical copy too, just so I can loan it to people.

Wayward Son (Rainbow Rowell)
Wayward Son continues the adventures of Simon Snow (the former Chosen One wizard from Rowell’s Carry On) and his vampire boyfriend Baz, who are struggling to figure out their post-school life and keep their relationship together (when neither one of is very good at talking about things). This series started as a very obvious riff on Harry Potter which Rowell used as a way to examine how damaging it would actually be to be The Chosen One. Book two continues the story by asking what happens AFTER you’ve spent your whole life preparing for one big battle and you win it. Well, in the case of Wayward Son what happens next is an impromptu and ill-planned road trip across America spearheaded by know-it-all best friend Penny. I basically inhaled this book; it’s a lot of fun. I particularly enjoyed that Rowell set a large portion of the story in Nebraska (where both she and I live) and wrote such a messy and surprisingly honest romance (featuring a be-winged wizard and a vampire). Plus the book itself is gorgeous. I got the special Barnes and Noble version which includes cover art by Kevin Wada, front and back endpapers by Kris Anka, and interior illustrations by Jim Tierney. There are a bunch of other variations available as well, with different art and even some page edge printing. It looks very pretty on my shelf. Or it WILL, once my sister gets done borrowing it.

Middlegame (Seanan McGuire)
This was by far the most mentally-strenuous book I have read this year (to be fair I’ve mostly been reading comforting romances). Middlegame involves stories-within-stories, a malleable, non-linear plot with time shenanigans, and whole bunch of alchemy described through metaphor. It took me a while to finish. The MAIN story is about a man, created through alchemy, who is intent on gaining infinite power. His method for doing this is to break down the essence of the universe into two children - one who embodies math and one who embodies language. It takes a lot of tries to get his experiment right. Middlegame follows the lives of two of these “cuckoo” children, Roger (language) and Dodger (math), who grow up on separate sides of the country but share a telepathic-ish bond. They find and lose each other many times throughout their lives but can’t escape their destiny. If you can get on board with this slow-burn, abstractly-structured story, I would definitely recommend Middlegame.

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ART

I love the #Inktober challenge that goes around social media in October but can’t quite commit to daily ink drawings (or daily drawings in general). But I did want to do something, so I decided to try and draw 31 Pokémon from memory. I play Pokémon Go every day but it is definitely challenging trying to remember these creatures well enough to draw them. I didn’t quite make it to 31 by the end of the month (still have 10 left to do) , but I will probably draw a few more in November since I’m having fun and it’s good digital drawing practice.

August 2019 - Dumb Vampires, Murderous Twins, and a Grumpy Magic Boy

August was 100% recuperation and mental health self-care. I watched TV, played video games, hung out at a lake, and turned my brain off for a while. So no new art this month, but plenty of things that I enjoyed.


MOVIES + TV

Schitt’s Creek
The biggest TV surprise for me this month was how much I loved Schitt’s Creek. I kept hearing about the show from my sister, but I have a hard time actually sitting down and watching TV so it took me way too long to get around to it. The main thrust of the story is that a very wealthy family gets in trouble for not paying taxes and loses everything except for a small rural town, Schitt’s Creek, which they bought as a joke many years back. With no other options, the parents (played by Eugene Levy and Catherine O’Hara) and their two adult children (Dan Levy and Annie Murphy) end up living in the town’s roadside motel and facing different humorous dilemmas each week. Typical sitcom fare for sure, which is greatly elevated by a stellar cast and smart writing. The quality of the performances and the writing means that even though these characters are often unlikeable, you fall in love with them all anyway.

One additional element that I really enjoyed is that the son David is pansexual and gets to have an amazing love story. It is so joyous to see a gay romance like this on screen; one where the characters are allowed to be happy and in love and don’t face a ton of tragedy. Plus, I am a hopeless romantic and have rewatched their big romance scenes (like this one, caution: spoilers) way too many times. So come for the entertaining sitcom, stay for the incredibly sweet love story. (Seasons 1-4 are streaming on Netflix., 5 & 6 are on Hulu “Live TV” so I haven’t been able to watch those yet).

What We Do In The Shadows
I’m a big fan of the original What We Do In The Shadows movie but was a little unsure how well it would translate to TV. There was no need to worry though - the show is great. The show moves from New Zealand to Staten Island and features a new cast of characters but keeps the same style and humor and approaches a lot of the same story beats in different ways. Plus there are some great guest stars that I won’t spoil here. (Season 1 is streaming on Hulu)

Good Omens
A lovely adaptation of the book, carried strongly by David Tennant’s Crowly and Michael Sheen’s Aziraphale. Their friendship and chemistry are the heart of the show and I now understand why it spawned so much fanfic/shipping. The production and costume design (especially the dukes of hell with lizards on their heads) also stood out. I really liked it. (Streaming on Amazon)


GAMES

Wolfenstein: Young Blood
I had a lot of fun with this one (with a few caveats). The levels felt a bit samey, the final boss was disproportionally difficult, and I had hoped the game would lean more into an 80s aesthetic, but all that being said I loved the co-op option, the gameplay was well crafted, and the two main characters were great. So not my GOTY but still worth checking out, especially if you like the other recent Wolfenstein games (which I totally do).


BOOKS

Brazen and the Beast (Sarah MacLean)
I like many of Sarah MacLean’s books but I think Brazen takes the crown as my favorite. I loved the two main characters and the romance built on equality and mutual respect. The hero, Whit, is a big tough (gorgeous) crime-lord-with-a-heart-of-gold who doesn’t talk much and has a ton of emotional baggage. The heroine, Hattie, is the very competent, chatty daughter of a shipping magnate who is determined to take charge of her life and the family business. Their first extended interaction involves Hattie, on her way to visit a brothel, throwing Whit out of a moving carriage. 💕

Spellbound (Allie Therin)
The first thing that endeared this book to me was the setting: New York, 1925. For some reason this isn’t a time and place that comes up much in the books I read (probably just not reading the right books) and I really enjoyed what it added to the story: Coney Island, illegal speakeasies, mobsters, etc. Both a romance and a paranormal adventure, Spellbound follows Rory, a young man who has the power to touch an object and see its history. When Arthur, the rich, handsome son of a senator, enlists Rory’s help scrying the origin of a dangerously powerful ring, Rory is begrudgingly introduced to the larger world of magic in New York and an evil plot that could very well end with the destruction of Manhattan. The book takes a little while to get going but overall I enjoyed it and am looking forward to more of Rory and Arthur’s story.

Pumpkinheads (Rainbow Rowell & Faith Erin Hicks)
A short but sweet graphic novel about two high-school seniors on their last night working at a local pumpkin patch. The art and story complimented each other wonderfully.


I also reread the first two installment’s of Alexis Hall’s Arden St. Ives series in preparation for book three (which came out September 3). If you like modern queer romances this series is one of my absolute favorites. The main character, Arden, is a joy to spend time with and these books make me intensely happy. I’ll talk about book 3 (which I couldn’t put down and finished in less than a day) in my September round-up.


MUSIC

I’ve been listening to Taylor Swift’s new album for the past two weeks. 🤷🏻‍♀️ I can’t help it, it’s catchy AF.

July 2019 - Art, Extradimensional Horrors, and Ingrid Michaelson

Much like June, July was all art, all the time. BUT! The show is finally done and hanging at the gallery and I’m really happy with how it all turned out. I look forward to going to bed at a reasonable time, playing some video games, and catching up on various shows and movies now that I have free time again.


MOVIES

Spiderman: Far From Home
I (perhaps irresponsibly) took a couple of hours away from art to go see SPIDERMAN: FAR FROM HOME. Tom Holland remains my favorite live action Spiderman. I think the new take on Mysterio works really well (Jake Gyllenhaal nailed it) and the whole adventure was a lot of fun.

The Last Black Man in San Francisco
One of the perks of working at a movie theatre is that I can sit in on the daytime press screenings for local film reviewers. This means that I was able to see a SECOND MOVIE in July! 😮 THE LAST BLACK MAN IN SAN FRANCISCO is a really beautiful film about family (biological and chosen), identity, home, and gentrification. The trailer better summarizes the story than I seem to be able to in my sleep deprived state. It’s a lyrical, drifty sort of movie which savors little moments and gives weight to things not usually celebrated. The cinematography and music are also excellent. I would definitely recommend.


BOOKS

I spent most of my July book time re-reading some favorite comfort romances to help decompress during art breaks: An Unnatural Vice & An Unsuitable Heir by K.J. Charles and the Enlightenment series by Joanna Chambers. I also read a handful of new things, some of which were good.

The Affair of the Mysterious Letter (Alexis Hall)
Alexis Hall is one of my favorite romance writers and he branches out a bit here with a weird, fun, and delightfully queer riff on Holmes and Watson, set in a Lovecraftian world where basically everything exists: extra dimensional gods, time travel, multiple universes, magic, vampires, underwater cities, zombies, and more. The story follows Captain John Wyndham, who left his puritanical home country to go to school and then join the army. After returning from a war in which he fought unknowable beings in a different dimension, Wyndham becomes roommates with the strange, eccentric, drug-fueled sorceress Shaharazad Haas. When Haas’ former flame enlists her help in solving a blackmail plot, the housemates go on a series of adventures to solve the mystery. The book is presented as a series of vignettes, as told by Wyndham, whose conservative upbringing means he is uncomfortable transcribing fowl language or unsavory conduct (to very humorous effect).

Raze (Roan Parrish)
Raze is a strong third entry into Parrish’s Riven series. This installment follows Huey, a bar owner and substance abuse sponsor (featured a bit in the earlier books) who has spent the last 10 years staying sober and helping others do the same. He does this at the expense of relationships and any sort of personal life. Following a karaoke performance at his bar, Huey meets Felix, a sunshine cinnamon roll who has spent his entire life helping raise his siblings and has no idea what to do with his life now that his brothers and sisters have grown up. Romance ensues. 💕

Heartstopper: Volume 2 (Alice Oseman)
I mentioned earlier that I would be snapping up Volume 2 of this series as soon as it was available and I did just that! Where the first book follows the blossoming friendship/romance between Nick and Charlie, this second volume focuses on Charlie trying to come to grips with his bisexuality and his fear of coming out. The art in these books is beautiful and incredibly expressive; the way that Oseman is able to say so much with such simple, clean line-work and a few shades of gray is amazing.


MUSIC

Stranger Songs (Ingrid Michaelson)
While I have generally liked Ingrid Michaelson’s music in the past (and love her “Girls Chase Boys” video), I’ve never listened to a whole album or followed her work very closely. Then earlier this month, artist Kevin Wada posted that he had created art for an Ingrid Michaelson music video from her new album. I clicked the link and by that evening I was listening to Stranger Songs on solid repeat. The music is loosely inspired by Netflix’s Stranger Things; it has a romantic pop/synth vibe and there are a number of themes and direct references to the show. But you don’t need to know anything about Stranger Things to enjoy the album. The other element which is really neat is that each song from the album has an accompanying lyric video with art by a bunch of talented artists, including Wada, Nicola Scott, Kate Leth, and Jen Bartel.


ART

The solo show is done and everything is up at the gallery! *passes out on the floor*

Usually when I do a big show I have a couple of filler pieces that I’m not super excited about, but somehow I like everything I made for this one.

The opening reception is on Friday (Aug 2) from 6:30-9pm at Gallery 9 in Lincoln and the show will be up through the month of August. I will (hopefully) have new prints available at the gallery along with the originals and those prints will then be added to the online shop a little later in August.